The Collective Works and Homepage of Miss. Mel "Pixi" Anderson

Coulda had everything in their world of nothings

Never grasped grace

And they didn't have far to fall

They're falling down Sid and Nancy

 

False highs in those lullabies'

Robbed them well the way they fell

A little into space – specters of the human race

 

A punk rock king and queen

Never knew just what love could mean

Until in madness they fell - a private hell

Heaven isn't what it seems

Burn it up Sid and Nancy

 

In a room like a prison cell

A cloud of linen covers the insanity

Gentle soft down becomes- a lovers shroud

 

A righteous grin drink it all in

Lunacy in love only she and he

Inspired poets lyrics fall- a deafened mute

Only after does Romeo get Juliet

Choke it down Sid and Nancy

 

Sterling silver cold as a lovers ring

Begins the ending of a punk rock ever after

Fairytales bound in velvet crimson spatters

 

 

Say goodbye don't you think to cry

A promise so quick- how did it begin

Say goodbye- To Sid and Nancy

 

©2008

P.Anderson

Stop Light
Wont ya make that
Radio play it right
Oh-Stop Light
Worlds spinnin-
But the traffic
It aint movin
I wanna hear some screamin
loud songs
I wanna hear some funky
Punk happy
Don’t wanna hear
That lame girl no more

Oh- Stop Light
Seems I’ve been here all night
Stop Light
Seems the radio broke
When that little Honda choked
Stop light
Turn it up
Turn it green
Make it fast
And make it mean


Isn’t it my turn yet
To hear a song
I wont instantly regret
Don’t give me no
Whiny ol’country
Don’t give me any
Beauty queen pop
I don’t wanna hear a gangsta’s rhyme
On todays upcoming crime
Just wanna hear something
Scream
As I wait on another damned green

Oh-Stop light
Rock and Roll guitar screams
I’m feelin angry and mean
I’m gunna punch out the beauty queen
I’m gunna throw the radio out
If I hear that song

_One more time_

-Oh, Stop Light
It’s my turn
Turn me Green
Make it fast
And make it mean.



©MCA07

Lullaby me with that

Laugh

In your sleep

Sigh me a sweet

Laughing dream

Did you know you rob me of breath

Every time

“I love you”

You say

 

He smiles

She laughs

He grins

She gasps

He hold’s her hand

The world couldn’t dare to

Ruin these

Plans

 

Bumpy road

Flat tires

Rain clouds and a

A giggling smile

A hearty laugh

As they wait for the rain to pass

 

Cuddling over the center console

She promises to save him from the world

He grins as he kisses

Her cheeks with a hundred years wishes

“And I love you”

She say’s

 

 

He smiles

She laughs

He grins

She gasps

He hold’s her hand

The world couldn’t dare to

Ruin these

Plans

 

As she sings him a lullaby

And covers him in kisses

He grins as she sighs

He chuckles as she wishes

But he holds her hand

Every time he tells her his plans

“and I’ve got you” –

 

“And, I Love You”

She Say’s

 

©MCA 07

you see the light
passing through you think you hear the doorbell
but theres no shadow
through the peephole
you wait all night
and theres no word from your phone you pass it off
and just sit and pretend
until you find you own light
find your own shadow

Every car you hear outside you hold your breath
you dress up in your new stockings
and stare at your new dress
after all these years you've
finally learned
hes not gonna show
hes not gonna call
hes not coming over
tonight.


After so long she turns out the porch light
plugs in her phone and cracks a beer for the night
says hi to a couple of friends online and cranks up her tunes
the only solace shes ever known
the only unconditional anything
here she is as usual
knowing knowing
but perfectly content on her own

She sees that face that name that ..
she knows
she knows
but it doesn't matter
the doors locked
she tucks in for the evening
even though inside her heart shes screaming
here she goes again

All she's ever had is that unconditional
all she's ever known is that
not quite so emotional
even though it slowly kills her
she makes it through another day
tomorrow she'll love again
another
for a moment
but on her  own again
is all shes ever known
where she's safe and where she's untamed and
unknown
on her own
There She is again

She wasn't looking for being rescued
she wasn't looking for a hero
she wasn't looking for anything more than
a couple of moments with you
maybe just a few
there she goes
looking for
a day without you
there she goes
out living her life no thoughts of
You

maybe just a couple
maybe just a few
but she was never a stranded kitten
waiting for you
there she goes your
loss
there she goes
the few
there she goes that princess
with no need of you



she sees the light
passing through she  thinks she hears the doorbell
but theres no shadow
through the peephole
she waits all night
and theres no word from his phone she passes it off
and just sits and pretends
until she finds her own light
finds her  own shadow's

You lost her tonight
He lost her....
tonight

©MCA 07

All I can see is
Hair tumbled across the pillowcase
All I can feel is
Gentle breath across my face
I reach and reach
And there you are
Like a shooting star
Flesh in my palm
I’ve waited so long

All I can say is
Baby you rock me
Baby you rock my world
Every way
Every day

You’re there
Even when you’re not
You’re here
Even when you’re gone

These sheets have been cold so long
I feel
I’ve slept an eternity long
Without your touch
I’ve wasted away
In this bed
You carried me
Into a dream
I thought I’d never see

And all I can say is
Baby you rock me
All I can feel is
Baby you rock my world

Every morning
Every night
You’re here with me
Even when you’re not
You’re there,
hogging the blankets even when  
you’re gone

I’ve waited so damned long
For you.



©-MCA June/07

She blushes
like a tulip in the sun
He grins and holds her hand
softly kissing her chin
reassuring her that day
is only beginning
the world melts into music
and she sings
as he grins

The lights flash red
another kiss is fit in
for that 32 seconds she counted
every butterfly in that truck landed
she blushes, she sings
and he grins

5 o'clock on the dial
he's wearing that smile
she can't fight
in his arms she just knows
her restlessness is right
as she faces the fading sun
she knows this affair
has only just begun
and the world slips into music
while she sings

A sing along smile
hours slipping into music
body for body music
she wonders can he hear it
she blushes again
as he grins
and she sings

8 o'clock comes
the days turned to night
another day gone
as the time she stopped counting
she blushes
and he grins

The friends became lovers
before the world did a complete spin
she grins as he leaves
with a butterfly kiss
sneaky sly  smiles
well worth  the while
and the world melts to music

A sing along smile
hours slipping into music
body for body music
she wonders can he hear it
she blushes again
and he grins
and she sings

Just one day
a heartbeat away
the world slips into stars
and all you hear is music
Anticipating the next meeting
she blushes, she sings
and he grins
As the music begins.

©MCA2007

Silly Girl- (song Lyrics)

Silly little girl-
you thought he would hold you all night
silly girl
you thought everything would be
alright-

Silly girl-
dontcha' know yesterdays gone
dontcha' know today-
today youre all wrong

Little girl,
I know you thought he's the one-
Little girl- Run baby run-
It was always just in good fun

Silly girl-I know
you thought he would rock your world
Silly girl- I know
you thought you were gonna' go and change the world

Silly girl
silly little girl
Silly girl
silly little girl

There's always a tommorrow-
Silly girl
Heartbroken little girl
wait until -
wait until
tommorrow

©MCA2007

Shutter Me- song lyrics-

Shutter me-
Shutter me empty-
Shutter me sweet-
any ol' angle-
just shutter me neat
black and white
carbon dyed-
shutter me green

any old fashioned-
just don't look at me.

Make sure you get my good side-
right angles fit me well
straight up to down
is the straight road to my hell
lookin at me -
I'm sure you can tell
I'm a decent lookin face
in the right kind of light
just don't look at me- straight in the eyes..

Shutter me-
But don't look
I'm sure you think you can read me-
just like a book
but deep down in side-
I'm a ball of suprise
an atomic bomb ticking in the shadows-
of my pretty green eyes

Shutter me-
Shutter me empty-
Shutter me sweet-
any ol' angle-
just shutter me neat
black and white
carbon dyed-
shutter me green

Shutter me-
Gentle as you please-
tame as a kitten-
weak at the knees
Shutter me at dawn
naked on the lawn-
mod me into your palm-
devils wings with pretty things-
shutter me-
just leave me alone

Shutter me-
flashin my fake pretty smile
shutter me
I can hold this pose for awhile
shutter me
make sure to capture my emptiness
shutter me
that brazen young temptress
shutter me-
in the corner of my---

Shutter me-
Shutter me empty-
Shutter me sweet-
any ol' angle-
just shutter me neat
black and white
carbon dyed-
shutter me green


©MCA 01/06/07

She Dances In The Rain By Herself (Lyrics)

She Dances in the rain by herself-
and dreams of what love is-
she holds her breath for a moment
and dreams of
what that kiss
is like

she dances in the snow and she knows for a moment
theres life afterall
theres life afterall

Shes a poor ol' girl
from a poor ol' town
shes spent her whole life trippin'
round and round-
she dreams of a better life-
with love by her side-
but she knows in her heart-
it cant all be a fairy tale after all-

she dreams of fairy godmothers-
though shes going on twenty ten-
she laughs at the phrase-
theres life after men-

she's tried to play the scene-
and knows real life is rather mean-
she hates to wear a skirt- she'd rather build a castle in the dirt-
shes not a silly little girl-
she just has had enough with this world-
all she really wants to be-
is life in her fantansies-

She Dances in the rain by herself-
and dreams of what love is-
she holds her breath for a moment
and dreams of
what that kiss
is like

She's walkin by the railroad tracks -
wonderin where the next train goes-
would it lead her anywhere-
to where love might surely know-
what shes lookin for in life-
is there somethin more to strife-
is there something at the end-
to make her want to live again?

She's a poor ol' girl
Laughin at this poor ol' world-
she wears sneakers and shes leaps
in the puddles by the creek-
shes goin on twenty ten-
thinkin this life she'll live again-
but theres one thing that she's been missin-
is the frog prince to be kissin-

Is there a prince for me after all?
is there a prince-
after all?


She's sittin by her grandma -
so proud to have lived her life-
her Nonny said you go girl-
it's time to change your life-
I know He's out there somewhere-
Is the prince to be your side-

Go ride a rainbow there- be sure to kiss him right-


She Dances in the rain by herself-
and dreams of what love is-
she holds her breath for a moment
and dreams of
what that kiss
is like

She's goin there tonight-
She's goin-
in the rain-
tonight.
©MCA2006

That Girl- Lyrics

I wish I could be, {fucked up and a little crazy}
all that you wish
I WERE
I wish I could see all the things in dreams could
possibly be

{hippy love and golden flowers on a sunday morning}

but everyday this life anchors me down
drowns me down
{corporate offices 5'0 blonde waitresses, kissin ass how that 90lb. girl must get tired.}

from the person you knew so long ago

{the bi=smellin pansies at a gay pride parade and toastin long islands while shakin hands with Elton John how he made me strong}


I wish I could love you
the way you love me too

I wish I could dance
{in no pants, how are you proud?... I Love you !}



Like we did in far away places {dreams and far away faces}

I wish I could be
the someone you wanted me to be

but deep down I know
I'll most likely hang myself tommorrow {do the whole world a fuckin favor}

Everyday I wake up
and it takes all I am made of

Just to breathe in the world Ive chosen to to breathe {the subways remind me of expensive cheese}

to you it is nothing
but to me its
Suffocating

I am not... that girl
No I am not.. That Girl..

How I wish I could be
this town this place Ive chosen to be

{sweet home Chicago}
{it is not me}

for you; you Love it-
it is not me (take me back to Seattle)

this life... this place.... this love...
it is not me

and how it's killing all that I am= all I could be
{all I could be made of}
Set in me .. this spirit that is all. that I am, .Is me....

{what the fuck am I to you ?}

I wish that I were free from me]
I wish that I were free to be this life that I wish I could be

Coffee instead of beer in the morning
{it is not me}
{fishing weed and nicotine}
but in the punch line I AM NOT
nor are you
free from the beast thats in me

{A little on the rough side a spankin in the mornin, beer and baseball and a side of chili dog supreme}


to be free to love that should and could be
I am not
that girl...
No..
I am not the punch line free from me and from life {all I've ever been}
free from sanity {masochists and marshmellos toppin your cocoa}
{a little on the rough side that is me}
I am not
that girl
No {no no no }
I am not
that girl...
fuck you
I'm not
that girl...

{Here I come Seattle...}


*Backup quiet vocals in {brackets
©MCA2006